Tag: Osho Zen Tarot

Skill Builder Saturday

Abundance in Action

Mell D'Clute
SuperMell sits on a grand, glowing throne that symbolizes balance and wholeness, holding a lotus in one hand and a book of wisdom in the other. The elements of fire, water, and sky swirl around her in harmony. Diana, the black cat with golden eyes, rests gracefully at her side, adding to the scene’s sense of grounded abundance and inner power.

The card of Abundance paints a vivid image of Zorba the Buddha: a whole, balanced being who can dance and drink and sing with abandon while also carrying the wisdom of a sage. It represents the union of opposites — masculine and feminine, body and spirit, action and reflection. A reminder that life isn’t about choosing one side, but about embracing the full spectrum of being human.

Drawn Today

This Dionysian character is the very picture of a whole man, a ‘Zorba the Buddha’ who can drink wine, dance on the beach and sing in the rain, and at the same time enjoy the depths of understanding and wisdom that belong to the sage. In one hand he holds a lotus, showing that he respects and contains within himself the grace of the feminine. His exposed chest (an open heart) and relaxed belly show that he is at home with his masculinity as well, utterly self-contained. the four elements of art, fire, water and sky all conjunct at the King of Rainbows who sits atop the book of the wisdom of life.

If you are a woman, the King of Rainbows brings the support of your own male energies into your life, a union with the soulmate within. For a man, this card represents a time of breaking through the conventional male stereotypes and allowing the fullness of the whole human being to shine forth.

My Reflection

What struck me today is how much I’ve been leaning into one side of myself: the worker, the planner, the one adjusting to a new nightshift schedule and researching apartments. Meanwhile, other parts of me — the learner, the homemaker, the one who thrives in a clean and organized space — have been neglected. This card feels like a nudge to embrace the opposite, to bring balance back into the picture.

Abundance isn’t about adding more to my plate, but about weaving together all the parts of myself. It’s about being whole.

Osho Reminds Us

Only a whole person is a holy person… I want Zorba and Buddha to meet together. Zorba alone is hollow. His dance has not an eternal significance. Unless you have inexhaustible sources, available to you from the cosmos itself… unless you become existential, you cannot become whole. This is my contribution to humanity: the whole person.

Diana’s Wisdom in Zen

Diana reminds me daily that abundance can be simple. She never doubts her place in the world. She finds joy in curling up close, in a sunbeam, in the tiniest play. Her life is not divided into “work” and “rest” — it’s one seamless whole. Watching her, I see that I don’t need to separate myself into rigid parts either.

Final Thought

Abundance is wholeness — not waiting for “someday” to feel complete, but bringing together the opposites that already live inside me. To finish this week’s journey of Wisdom in the Now with this card feels fitting. The lesson is clear: my path forward is not about choosing one side, but about uniting them.

FunDay Friday

Why Wait? Life Won’t Pause With You

Mell D'Clute
SuperMell sits in a dull, grey cartoon-like room, gazing longingly through a window where vibrant rainbow colours shine. Diana the black cat rests calmly on the windowsill, bridging the contrast between the lifeless background and the lively, colourful world beyond.

The card I pulled this morning was Postponement. The imagery is striking: a woman stands in a world of dull greys, gazing out through a window frame at a vivid, colourful world just beyond her reach. The rainbow hues beginning to show in her own clothes hint that she wants to step through — but hesitation holds her back. “What if?” questions cloud her mind, and she can’t quite make the leap.

The message is clear: every time we wait, postpone, or overthink, life’s vibrancy gets put on hold too.

Drawn Today

The woman in this picture is living in a grey landscape, full of unreal, cut-out clouds. Through the window frame she can see colours and light and aliveness, and although she would like to move through the frame — as we can see by the rainbow colours appearing in her garment — she can’t quite manage to do it. There is still too much ‘what-if?” activity in her mind.

Tomorrow never comes, they say, but no matter how often it is said, it seems that most of us tend to forget the truth of it. In fact, the one and only result in postponing things is a dull and depressing feeling of incompletion and ‘stuck-ness’ today. The relief and expansiveness you will feel once you put aside all the dithering thoughts that are preventing you from acting now will make you wonder why you ever waited so long.

What It Means to Me

This card couldn’t have shown up at a better time. Today I viewed two potential rental places. One was a townhouse — quiet, with perks like ensuite laundry and a dishwasher — but it came with multiple flights of stairs that gave me pause, both for my dad’s mobility and my slight fear of heights. The second option was an apartment that felt run-down, and the “Please don’t b/i!” sign on the window made me feel uneasy about safety.

Of the three places I’ve seen so far, the townhouse seems the best option — but then I catch myself thinking about basement suites, which cost far less each month. And so I hesitate. Apply now, or wait? Decide now, or later?

The Postponement card seems to be nudging me: stop overthinking, stop postponing. Make the choice that feels right today. Even if it’s not perfect, it will move me forward.

Osho Reminds Us

Postponement is simply stupid. Tomorrow you will also have to decide, so why not today? And do you think that tomorrow you will be wiser than today? Do you think that tomorrow you will be livelier than today? Do you think that tomorrow you will be younger than today, fresher than today?

Tomorrow you will be older, your courage will be less; tomorrow you will be more experienced, your cunningness will be more; tomorrow death will come closer — you will start wavering and being more afraid. Never postpone for the tomorrow. And who knows? Tomorrow may come or may not come. If you have to decide you have to decide right now.

Even Osho includes a touch of humour, reminding us how often we delay choices endlessly — like the dentist’s patient who couldn’t decide between a baby or having her wisdom teeth pulled!

Diana’s Wisdom in Zen

Diana never postpones her decisions. If she’s hungry, she tells me immediately. If she wants to pounce on a toy, she leaps. She doesn’t waste her time on “what-ifs.” She just acts. Maybe I need to borrow some of that feline decisiveness.

Final Thought

Postponement is one of the sneakiest traps in life. It feels safe, but it only keeps us stuck in the greys. Taking action, even imperfect action, is what brings us through the frame into colour.

Today’s reminder is simple: don’t wait for tomorrow to make the decision you could make today.

Transferable Thursday

Strength Shared: How Inner Power Translates to Teamwork

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A comic-style illustration of SuperMell sitting in the centre of a glowing mandala of geometric light, her hands raised as if breaking free from rigid, crystalline walls that crumble outward. Her purple chest emblem shines brightly, radiating warmth that contrasts with the cold, angular shards around her. Diana the black cat watches calmly nearby, her golden eyes glowing, symbolizing presence and grounding.

Lesson in Loosening the Grip

Today’s card, Control, paints a vivid image of rigidity. A figure locked in geometric structures, fists clenched, eyes staring blankly. Orderly, yes — but lifeless. It’s a reminder that while structure has its place, when control rules every part of our lives, we cut ourselves off from spontaneity, creativity, and even connection.

Drawn Today

There is a time and a place for control, but if we put it in charge of our lives we end up totally rigid. The figure is encased in the angles of pyramid shapes that surround him. Light glitters and glints off his shiny surfaces, but does not penetrate. It’s as if he is almost mummified inside this structure he’s built up around himself. His fists are clenched, and his stare is blank, almost blind. The lower part of his body beneath the table is a knife point, a cutting edge that divides and separates. His world is ordered and perfect, but it is not alive — he cannot allow any spontaneity or vulnerability to enter it.

The image of the King of Clouds reminds us to take a deep breath, loosen our neckties and take it easy. If mistakes happen, it’s okay. If things get a little out of hand, it’s probably just what the doctor ordered. There is much, much more to life than being ‘on top of things’.

What It Means to Me

This card hit home. I’ve been trying so hard to piece together a “perfect” life: a better job, a move in the near future, the right routines to hold it all together. But perfection doesn’t exist. The harder I try to control every detail, the more stressed I feel. This card is a reminder to breathe. To relax my grip. To let life unfold moment by moment, instead of demanding it look a certain way. Planning has its place — but balance means leaving space for flexibility too.

Osho Reminds Us

Controlled persons are always nervous because deep down turmoil is still hidden. If you are uncontrolled, flowing, alive, then you are not nervous. There is no question of being nervous — whatsoever happens, happens. You have no expectations for the future, you are not performing. Then why should you be nervous?

To control that mind one has to remain so cold and frozen that no life energy is allowed to move into your limbs, into your body. If energy is allowed to move, those repressions will surface. That’s why people have learned how to be cold, how to touch others and yet not touch them, how to see people and yet not see them. People live with clichés — ‘Hello. How are you?’ Nobody means anything. These are just to avoid the real encounter of two persons. People don’t look into each other’s eyes, they don’t hold hands, they don’t try to feel each other’s energy, they don’t allow each other to pour — very afraid, somehow just managing, cold and dead, in a straitjacket.

Transferable Skill: Flexibility Over Perfection

For teamwork, this lesson is crystal clear: leadership and collaboration don’t thrive on rigid control. They thrive on adaptability, openness, and trust. By letting go of the need to dictate every outcome, we create space for others to contribute their ideas, energy, and creativity. My transferable skill here is balance — the ability to hold structure lightly, while letting spontaneity and collaboration make the whole stronger.

Diana’s Wisdom in Zen

Diana never tries to control the flow of life. She lives it. She doesn’t script the day or stress over what comes next — she moves with curiosity, whether it’s batting at a stray thread or curling up in the sunbeam. She teaches me that sometimes the best way to be present is to loosen the reins.

Final Thought

Control can feel safe, but it can also cut us off from joy, creativity, and connection. When I remember to relax my grip, I’m reminded that flexibility is a kind of strength too. That lesson carries into every team I’ll ever be part of — and into how I navigate my own life.

Wisdom Wednesday

The Gift of Completion

Mell D'Clute
SuperMell, wearing her black superhero suit with a glowing purple “M” emblem and purple glasses, stands before a giant mirror made of glowing purple, gold, and silver puzzle pieces. She lifts the final radiant piece toward the top center, the “third eye” position. Light radiates from the mirror as Diana, her black cat with golden eyes and a white chest patch, sits nearby gazing into the glow. The scene symbolizes completion, clarity, and new beginnings.

Lesson in the Puzzle

Today’s card, Completion, shows the final piece of the puzzle slipping into place, right at the third eye — the seat of inner perception. It’s a reminder that life is made up of countless small pieces, and sometimes the picture only becomes clear at the very end of a chapter. Completion is not just about finishing, but about seeing the whole.

Drawn Today

Here the last piece of a jigsaw puzzle is being put into its place, the position of the third eye, the place of inner perception. Even in the ever-changing flow of life there are moments in which we come to a point of completion. In these moments we are able to perceive the whole picture, the composite of all the small pieces that have occupied our attention for so long. In the finishing, we can either be in despair because we don’t want the situation to come to an end, or we can be grateful and accepting of the fact that life is full of endings and new beginnings.

Whatever has been absorbing your time and energy is now coming to an end. In completing it, you will be clearing the space for something new to begin. Use this interval to celebrate both — the end of the old and the coming of the new.

What It Means for Me

For me, Completion feels like a deep breath after a long stretch of holding it in. A particularly rough chapter of my life is coming to a close: the stress of a draining job, the uncertainty of feeling stuck. Now, with my new job and the possibility of moving in January, I can sense new beginnings on the horizon. Endings are never easy, but they create space — space for growth, for clarity, for a new picture to take shape.

Osho Reminds Us

This is the way of Zen, not to say things to their completion. This has to be understood; it is a very important methodology. Not to say everything means to give an opportunity to the listener to complete it. All answers are incomplete. The master has only given you a direction… By the time you reach the limit, you will know what is going to remain.

This way, if somebody is trying to understand Zen intellectually he will fail. It is not an answer to the question but something more than the answer. It is indicating the very reality… The buddha nature is not something far away — your very consciousness is buddha nature. And your consciousness can witness these things which constitute the world. The world will end but the mirror will remain, mirroring nothing.

Diana’s Wisdom in Zen

Diana doesn’t resist completion; she embraces cycles. A nap ends and it becomes playtime. A meal ends and it becomes rest. She flows easily from one thing to the next, never clinging too hard to what just passed. She shows me that endings don’t mean loss — they mean space for the next joy.

Final Thought

Completion is both an ending and a beginning. It asks us to step back, to see the whole puzzle, and to accept that life is always in motion. Today, I celebrate the close of one chapter and the quiet anticipation of what’s next. Endings are not final — they’re the doorway into something new.

Tactical Tuesday

Flowering Into Openness

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SuperMell, in her black superhero suit with a purple “M” on the chest and purple glasses, sits cross-legged in a lotus position on a giant blooming flower. She radiates energy as glowing seeds scatter from her hands into the air, while colorful petals gently fall around her. Nearby, Diana the black cat with golden eyes and a white chest patch playfully chases a butterfly, adding a lighthearted touch to the vibrant, flourishing scene.

Tactical Brief: Tools for Blossoming

Today’s card, Flowering in life, reminds me that growth isn’t meant to be hidden away. A flower doesn’t bloom for itself alone — it blossoms for the whole garden. The tactic is clear: open up, share my fragrance with others, and allow connection to take root wherever it may.

Drawn Today

The Queen of Rainbows is like a fantastic plant that has reached the apex of its flowering and its colours. She is very sexual, very alive, and full of possibilities. She snaps her fingers to the music of love, and her zodiac necklace is placed in a way that Venus lies over her heart. The sleeves of her garment contain an abundance of seeds, and as the wind blows the seeds will be scattered to take root where they may. She is not concerned whether they land on the soil or the rocks — she is just spreading them everywhere in sheer celebration in life and love. Flowers fall on her from above, in harmony with her own flowering, and the waters of emotion swirl playfully beneath the flower on which she sits.

You might feel like a garden of flowers right now, showered with blessings from everywhere. Welcome the bees, invite the birds to drink your nectar. Spread your joy around for all to share.

What It Means for Me

This card feels like a gentle push to be more open and inviting. I know I have a tendency to isolate myself, to stay in my own world. But Flowering in life tells me that this is a time to welcome the bees and birds — to let others share in what I have to offer. At work, where I’m still getting to know new people, and in life more broadly, this is my reminder to open up, to let connections form naturally, and to trust that scattering my “seeds” of joy will make something beautiful grow.

Osho Reminds Us

Zen wants you living, living in abundance, living in totality, living intensely — not at the minimum as Christianity wants you, but at the maximum, overflowing.

Your life should reach to others. Your blissfulness, your benediction, your ecstasy should not be contained within you like a seed. It should open like a flower and spread its fragrance to all and sundry — not only to the friends but to the strangers too.

This is real compassion, this is real love: sharing your enlightenment, sharing your dance of the beyond.

Diana’s Wisdom in Zen

Diana is never closed off when she trusts. She’ll curl up beside me, leap boldly for a toy, or watch visitors with calm curiosity. She teaches me that openness brings comfort and belonging. Just as she blooms into companionship on her terms, so can I.

Final Thought

Flowering is a call to open up. To stop keeping myself hidden and instead share the fragrance of who I am with others — friends, coworkers, even strangers. The tactic today is to scatter seeds of joy without worrying about where they’ll land. In doing so, I let life grow connections I couldn’t have planned myself.

Mission Monday

A Call to Celebrate

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SuperMell, in her black suit with a purple “M” on the chest and purple glasses, joyfully dances in the rain while splashing in puddles. Beside her, Diana the black cat with golden eyes and a small white chest patch leaps playfully into a puddle, scattering droplets. The scene glows with energy and laughter, evoking the spirit of celebration and freedom.

Mission Brief: Joy in the Here and Now

Today’s mission is simple but powerful: to pause the worries, silence the “what ifs,” and celebrate life exactly as it is in this moment. Celebration in life isn’t something we earn or wait for — it’s something we allow. Even in the rain, even in uncertainty, there’s room to dance.

Drawn Today

These three women dancing in the wind and the rain remind us that celebration never need depend on outside circumstances. We need not wait for a special holiday or a formal occasion, nor a sunny and cloudless day. True celebration arises from a joy that is first experienced deep within, and spills over into an overflow of song and dance and laughter, and yes, even tears of gratitude.

When you choose this card, it indicates that you are becoming more and more available and open to the many opportunities that are to celebrate in life, and to spread this by contagion to others. Don’t bother about scheduling a party on your calendar. Let your hair down, take your shoes off, and start splashing in the puddles right now. The party is happening all around you every moment!

What It Means for Me

For me, this card feels like a reminder to stop obsessing about what comes next and to honour how far I’ve already come. In just a few weeks, I’ve stepped out of a draining job and into a much better situation. Yet here I am, stressing about a move that may or may not even happen in January. Celebration in life calls me to let go of that for now. To appreciate this turning point, and to allow joy to spill into the small moments of my day.

Osho Reminds Us

Life is a moment to celebrate, to enjoy. Make it fun, a celebration, and then you will enter the temple. The temple is not for the long-faced, it has never been for them. Look at life — do you see sadness anywhere? Have you ever seen a tree depressed? Have you seen a bird anxiety-ridden? Have you seen an animal neurotic? No, life is not like that, not at all.

Don’t be too wise. Always remember to stop; don’t go to the extreme. A little foolishness and a little wisdom is good, and the right combination makes you a buddha…

Diana’s Wisdom in Zen

Diana never questions whether the moment is worthy of celebration — she just leaps into it. Whether she’s chasing a dust mote, curling up in the sunshine, or purring after a meal, her joy is unfiltered and immediate. To her, every little thing is a reason to be content, and that’s a lesson I need to carry forward today.

Final Thought

Today’s mission is not to plan, not to stress, not to forecast — but to celebrate. Celebrate where I am, how far I’ve come, and the beauty that exists right now. The future will unfold in its time. For now, the puddles are waiting, and so is the dance.

Soft-Paw Sunday

Becoming a Participant

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SuperMell, in her purple superhero suit with glowing chest emblem, stands in a circle with three silhouetted figures, each raising one hand to receive and lowering the other to give. Diana, the black cat, sits calmly at her side. A glowing mandala-like energy field surrounds the group, radiating warmth and light, symbolizing unity, balance, and participation.

Stepping Into the Circle

This morning’s card, Participation, couldn’t have been more fitting. It’s a reminder that life is not meant to be lived on the sidelines. We’re here to become a participant, to add our unique spark to something greater than ourselves. Isolation may feel safe, but true beauty is found in the sum of our parts—when we show up, engage, and contribute to the whole.

Drawn Today: Participation

Each figure in this mandala holds the right hand up, in an attitude of receiving, and the left hand down, in an attitude of giving. The whole circle creates a tremendous energy field that takes on the shape of the double dorje, the Tibetan symbol for the thunderbolt. The mandala has a quality like that of the energy field that forms around the buddha, where all the individuals taking part in the circle make a unique contribution to create a unified and vital whole. It is like a flower, whose wholeness is even more beautiful than the sum of its parts, at the same time enhancing the beauty of each individual petal.

You have an opportunity to participate with others now to make your contribution to creating something greater and more beautiful than each of you could manage alone. Your participation will not only nourish you, but will also contribute something precious to the whole.

What It Means for Me

What struck me most is the reminder that there is beauty in the sum of our parts. I have an opportunity right now to participate with others—both in small ways in daily life and more tangibly in my new job training. While I often feel isolated, this card feels like a gentle nudge: stop watching from the sidelines and step into the circle. By participating, I can contribute something that not only strengthens the whole but also nourishes me.

Osho Reminds Us

Have you ever seen night going? Very few people even become aware of things that are happening every day. Have you ever seen the evening coming? The midnight and its song? The sunrise and its beauty? We are behaving almost like blind people. In such a beautiful world we are living in small ponds of our own misery. It is familiar, so even if somebody wants to pull you out, you struggle. You don’t want to be pulled out of your misery, or your suffering. Otherwise there is so much joy all around, you have just to be aware of it and to become a participant, not a spectator.

Philosophy is speculation, Zen is participation. Participate in the night leaving, participate in the evening coming, participate in the stars and participate in the clouds; make participation your lifestyle and the whole existence becomes such a joy, such an ecstasy. You could not have dreamed of a better universe.

You can read more about Osho’s teachings on participation.

Diana’s Wisdom in Zen

Diana doesn’t just observe—she joins in. Whether it’s chasing a toy, curling up beside me, or simply being present in the rhythm of my day, she reminds me that life is richer when you engage. To her, participation is instinct: lean in, play, rest, connect.

Final Thought

Becoming a participant is about more than showing up—it’s about opening yourself to give and receive in equal measure. Each of us is a petal, and together we make the flower. Today, I’m reminded that life isn’t meant to be watched from the shadows. It’s meant to be lived, shared, and celebrated—hand in hand, paw in paw, with others.

Wisdom Wednesday

Guiding Lights: Lessons from Those Who Inspire Me

Mell D'Clute
SuperMell in a black superhero suit with a glowing purple “M” emblem and purple glasses walks with Diana the black cat along a woodland path at dawn. A faint sunrise glows in the distance while floating orbs of light illuminate the path ahead, blending with the purple glow from SuperMell’s chest and Diana’s golden eyes.

Every journey is brighter when you don’t walk it alone. Along the way, I’ve found guiding lights—people and stories that shine through the darkness and remind me what’s possible. Some are real, some are fictional, and all of them hold lessons that keep me moving forward.

The Guiding Lights in My Life

✨ Captain Kathryn Janeway

Her leadership taught me that strength isn’t about distance—it’s about connection. She showed me how resilience and empathy can hold a crew together, even when the path is uncharted.

✨ Osho’s Zen Teachings

Through the Zen Tarot deck and his books, I learned the importance of staying in the present. His philosophy helped me rise from the shadows and see the value in each moment, instead of being weighed down by past pain or future worry.

✨ Everyday Mentors

From past bosses who led with kindness to friends who offered support during difficult times, these people taught me that leadership and inspiration can come quietly. Sometimes it’s a simple act of encouragement that changes everything.

✨ Diana the Cat

It may sound funny, but my furry sidekick has her own lessons to share. She shows me that rest is part of resilience, play is part of balance, and sometimes the best wisdom comes in a soft purr at just the right moment.

Lessons They’ve Taught Me

  • Resilience is strength reborn. Even when you stumble, you can rise again.
  • Presence is power. The here and now is where growth happens.
  • Connection fuels progress. No one lights the way alone.
  • Balance sustains the mission. Without rest and play, the light flickers.

As Psychology Today points out, we all need role models to motivate and inspire us, and those influences can shape the way we rise.

Final Thought

My guiding lights remind me that inspiration isn’t about perfection—it’s about persistence, compassion, and showing up in ways that illuminate the path for others.

Who are the guiding lights in your life? Share them with me—I’d love to celebrate them with you.

Tactical Tuesday

Tools That Help Me Rise from the Shadows

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A digital illustration of SuperMell in her black superhero suit with a purple “M” and purple glasses, kneeling on a rooftop at night. She pulls a glowing tarot card from a deck stored in her utility belt, the golden light illuminating her face. Beside her, Diana, a black cat with golden eyes and a small white chest patch, watches intently as the card glows. The city skyline is shadowed in the background.

Rising from the shadows isn’t only about willpower—it’s about having the right tools at hand. Over the years, I’ve gathered strategies and supports that help me step forward when the darkness feels heavy. Some are practical, others are reflective, but all of them have been essential to my journey.

Osho Zen Tarot

One of the most important tools I’ve carried with me is the Osho Zen Tarot deck. It’s not about fortune-telling; it’s about presence. Whenever I feel tangled in my thoughts, I pull a card to see what’s influencing me in the here and now. It reminds me to stay present, reflect, and let go of what no longer serves me. This deck was a turning point for me in college and continues to ground me today.

Writing as Reflection

Blogging has become more than a creative outlet—it’s a form of therapy. Writing helps me process what I’m feeling, make sense of my experiences, and connect them to the bigger picture. Putting words to the shadows takes away some of their power.

Structure and Flow

My flexible block system has been another lifeline. By organizing my days into focus blocks instead of rigid schedules, I create room for both productivity and rest. Shadows thrive in chaos, but structure gives me the stability I need to rise.

Small Anchors

Little things make a big difference, too: playlists that calm me, journaling pages, and even simple rituals like a can of Diet Pepsi before I sit down to study. These anchors might seem small, but they remind me I’m not powerless.

Diana’s Steady Presence

And, of course, there’s Diana. Her quiet companionship pulls me back to the present moment more than any tool ever could. When she curls up beside me or chases a shadow on the wall, she reminds me that life can be simple, playful, and calm.

Final Thought

Tools don’t eliminate the shadows, but they make rising from them possible. They give me perspective, grounding, and strength. Whether it’s a deck of cards, a blog post, or a purring cat, these tools remind me that I’m never without support.

What tools help you rise from your own shadows?

The Ones Who Shaped Me

Rising with Osho and the Zen Tarot

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A digital illustration of SuperMell in her black superhero suit with a purple “M” and purple glasses, seated at a wooden table lit by candlelight. She lays out a Celtic Cross tarot spread of colorful, abstract symbolic cards. Across from her, Diana the black cat with golden eyes and a small white chest patch sits attentively, one paw resting near the cards. Shadows of leaves play across the wall, creating a calm and mystical atmosphere.

The Beginning

Few things in my life have had such a powerful influence on shaping who I am today as a simple tarot deck: the Osho Zen Tarot. From the very first time I used it, I felt like it was more than a deck of cards. It was a mirror—reflecting not my future, but my present. It showed me truths I wasn’t ready to see on my own, and that impact was so profound I knew it deserved its own entry.

This week’s theme, Rising From the Shadows, feels like the perfect moment to share this story. Because this deck was one of the first tools that helped me climb out of darkness and learn to live more fully in the here and now.

Rising From the Shadows

When I first arrived at college, I was lost. I carried years of baggage with me—scars from relentless bullying, the weight of depression, and the ache of never feeling like I belonged. The year after high school was my “Year of Hell.” Stuck at home with no job, no friends, and no hope, depression felt like a monster wrapped around me, sinking in its claws.

College should have been my chance to start over, but even there I doubted myself, my talent, and my ability to connect with others. I felt like an outsider watching everyone else move forward.

And then—light broke through. The one true friend I made introduced me to the Osho Zen Tarot. I remember the moment she showed me the deck. The artwork was beautiful, but what drew me in were the meanings. This wasn’t about fortune-telling or predicting the future. It was about the present moment—about facing yourself as you are, right here, right now. Whoever decided to take Osho’s teachings and translate them into a tarot format was, in my opinion, a genius.

Special Cards That Stood Out

Some cards cut straight to the heart of what I was carrying. Letting Go. Clinging to the Past. Comparison. They were exactly the messages I needed.

Every reading felt like a conversation with myself—a reminder that the pain of the past didn’t have to dictate my future, that my worth wasn’t measured by comparison, and that I had the power to release what no longer served me. Slowly, I began to shift. The deck didn’t erase my struggles, but it gave me a new perspective. It offered me tools to step out of the shadows and into a gentler, more mindful way of living.

Osho Became a Hero to Me

Osho himself might resist being called a hero, guru, or teacher. But through this deck, his words reached me at a time when I desperately needed them. He helped me rise from the darkness of depression and begin to see life as something worth experiencing, not just enduring.

I’m no expert in meditation, nor do I claim to have mastered his teachings. But the Zen Tarot opened a door. From there, I began reading his books—The Book of Understanding and Emotional Wellness stand out as two that resonated deeply. Each one left me with a new way of seeing, a reminder that the present moment holds more peace than the past or future ever could.

And I want to keep exploring. There are countless Osho writings I haven’t touched yet, and I welcome any recommendations from readers who’ve walked this path before me.

Still Rising

I won’t pretend that depression no longer affects me. My past left scars, and some shadows will always remain. But the Osho Zen Tarot gave me a way to move through the shadows instead of being consumed by them. It helped me understand that rising doesn’t mean leaving darkness behind forever—it means carrying light with you into it.

That’s why I still use the Osho Zen Tarot today. Whenever I feel tangled in my thoughts, I pull a card to find clarity, perspective, and a reminder that the present moment is enough.

Diana’s Insight

Diana, in her own way, practices the same wisdom. She doesn’t worry about yesterday or tomorrow. She curls up in the moment, paws at shadows, or basks in the light as it comes. Watching her is like seeing Osho’s teachings come to life in the simplest, purest form.

Final Thought

The Osho Zen Tarot didn’t just shape me—it saved me from drowning in the weight of the past and gave me permission to live here, now. That is the gift of rising from the shadows.

What tools, teachings, or wisdom have helped you step out of your own shadows? Share them in the comments—I’d love to hear your story.